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Monday, February 1, 2010

BATTLE FO THE PESSIMIST AND OPTIMIST

It looks like my trip to the Philippines is really pushing through. I will finally be at ease when we purchase the tickets in the next couple of days. Honestly I am very thrilled and scared at the same time. The pessimist in me is just raring to sprout out like another head on my shoulder, trying to make me look, feel and think at all the bad things that may happen to stop our trip. I use to be an optimistic little girl until I grew up and realized that it was better for me emotionally not to expect anything good. It didn't hurt as much, the disappointments are not as crippling. It's a shield that I have learned to put up around myself. I feel like I have let down God, In a way, I am. I am robbing myself from believing and trusting in his plans. It's easier to be a pessimist than an optimist. I have to learn to cut that impending other head off my shoulders and just go with the flow. Looking at the bright side of life is what I really need to do more and more. Life is to short and beautiful..

2 comments:

jenn_US said...

yay im so happy for u lods. go for it. everything is gonna be okay! regards ko sa lechon ha!

gossip chick said...

Well, life isn't fair and sometimes cruel that made us to be pessimist to protect and shiled ourselves from getting hurt.

But on the brighter side lods, you have to reason to be pessimist with the decission of going back home. Gosh if that happens to me I would be the happiest person on earth. Just think of your parents and family and friends and the opportunity for them to meet Kaitlyn. Its going to be fun and exciting vacay to look forward.

 

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