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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

PANIC AND SCARE

My baby girl is growing up to fast. At exactly 10 months she took her first few steps. A step that says,I'm growing up mama,look what i can do..She still depends on me but time will come she will stop and do things on her own. For now i will enjoy each and every hugs and kisses i get from her. And i will keep looking forward to each and every tears that i wipe,bobo's that i kiss and every dribble i wipe.

Walking a little bit more and more steps everyday. She has become my little klutzy, accidental prone magnetizer. I kid you not,she gets more than a dozen bumps on the head and a couple of dozen more for falling on her butt.

Today PANIC AND SCARE was knocking on my doorstep. I was putting her down on the floor in the family room while i went to the kitchen to check on dinner, i had just taken but a few steps when i heard a thump and a big scream coming from her. I rushed to her side and swept her up in my arms and comforting her.She screamed her head off and had her little face buried in my shirt.I put my hand on the side of her face to calm her down. I got a bloody hand,she was bleeding..

MY GOD! MY HEART PANICKED AND STARTED TO THUMP HARDER AND HARDER AND I WAS GETTING SCARED BY THE SECOND.

She was bleeding from her mouth.Took her outside,Ralph and kayla were just getting on the deck when i shouted :

HONEY,I NEED HELP.SHE'S BLEEDING

My shirt got blood and I was shaking inside. Close to tears i was but i had to hold it together.I had to think,went inside to get some ice and let her suck on it to stop the bleeding.It stopped, but my heart was still racing.After a few minutes she is alright, she was laughing again like nothing happened.So this is how it feels when your child gets hurt.Id rather see my own blood than my children's.

As i rocked her to sleep my thoughts traveled in time,a time where she was older.Will she still need me as much as I need her?

4 comments:

CKULIT said...

hayyy ganyan talaga ang feeling ng mga mommy.. a memory is still fresh in my mind when my daughter decided to turned around at the couch and fell down the floor.. I swear, my knees shook for over an hour even though she was already fine, i was in my nervous breakdown hahaha..

anne said...

Hello melody. kulbaana sad aning imong entry... sus ako anak bitaw ayaw saba ha? nahulog sa kama wahhh perti jud nako shagit oi wala man ko nag tuo nga maka move naman diay siya ing ato ka grabe nga nahulog man jud siya. karon wala na nako siya ginapatulog sa kama oi didto na jud siya sa crib niya.. sus wala jud ko nahimutang ato tibook adlaw gikapoy ko.... nabalaka jud ko ato wahhh

Mayet said...

your are echoing my thoughts and right now napapaiyak pa ako.
; ) madrama noh!

My baby K will turn 10 months old in a few days and I am very excited about the progress she's making everyday.

Insights from the Grocery Cart said...

oh my. the many "joys" of motherhood.

i also got a big scare from my daughter yesterday. oh well, kids will be kids.

i'm glad everything's okay.

carol

 

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